我说该死的

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我说该死的，
i said god damn it,

想起电脑里有张现阶段看了会很有启发性的照片，
suddenly remember i got a picture in my computer that will inspire me lot at this stage,

该死的找了电脑，几乎每一个我觉得有可能性的文件夹，
i search my god damn com, almost every folders that i think it’s possible,

该死的都找不到。
but just can’t find the god damn file.

我说真的该死的。
God damn it.

但看回不少之前我的作品，
but by the time i searching for it, i look back lot of my older artworks,

只能说现实是个没有睾丸的隐形杀手，
i can just say: ” reality is a invisible killer without balls”,

不是你干他，就是他干你。
it’s either you fuck him, or he fuck you.

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我老板是个(该死的)标准的华人，
my boss is a (god damn) typical china man,

姓陈，偏爱红色，也偏爱大字。
his surname is tan, loves red, and big wording.

其实也不关他的事，
actually it’s not all his fault,

现实就是这样。
this is the real world.

他也(该死的)爱双语，华文英文他都行。
he also (god damn) love dual languages, he can speaks mandarin and english well.

所以每次的作品最好都给他来个(该死的)双语，
so everytime my artwork, (god damn) dual languages is a MUST.

其实你不加也可以，但他(该死的)如果开了口，
actually you can just ignore it at first, but after he check, he still will ask for it,

还是要给他来个双语。
you still gonna add it for him.

就好像在(该死的)麦当劳吃快餐，不来个薯条还真的(该死的)不爽。
it’s like you’re having your (god damn) mcdonald, without any french fries.

Get it?
明白?

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配合这篇有我(该死的)老板出场，
due to my (god damn) boss show up in this post,

我决定整篇给他来个双语，
i decided to translate it to dual languages also,

至少当他看到我使用“该死的”次数那么频密的同时还那么懂得他的心，
at least when he saw is use the “god damn” so many times, it’s not gonna hurt him too deep.

判刑会轻一点呐。
my punishment will be lighter arhh.

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该死的我决定辞职了。
god damn me, i decided to resign.

原因众多，当然不必一一交代。
there’s a lot of reasons, but of course i no need to explain it all.

也不必一一向老板交代。(积点功德把该死的停下)
and i no need to explain everything to my boss too.  (for god sake, i think better not to use too much “god damn it” this time)

但至少要给他来个双语的辞职信，爽快爽快。
but at least i need to hand him a dual languages resignation letter to make him happy.

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如果你不喜欢我的辞职信，我也没办法。
if you don’t like my resignation letter, i can’t do anything about it.

然而接下来是我辞职信的文字，如果你不想看，是不用按下去的。
next is the wording of my resignation letter, if you don’t want to read it, then you no need to click the “read more” button.

因为，这辞职信，始终都还是我的，不是你的。
because, this resignation letter is mine, not yours.

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【看吧。】
【there you go.】

当你看到这封信时，我可能已经在开往故乡的火车上。

不禁回想起做出决定的当晚。

满是星星的夜空，吹着微微的风。月亮像眉般弯，我独自坐在没有乌云的星空下，轻轻的呼吸。美好及悲惨的回忆不断涌进我的思绪，悲喜交加的情感充斥着无法集中的心。下垂。在热带雨林的日子里，虽然有风有雨。风雨虽淋湿了我的身躯，但淋不灭我热腾腾的心。这些日子里，我就像海绵，努力的吸收着你给予的教导及给予的机会。又像肠胃努力的消化后，再奉献给公司。以后的日子，我会像牛，把在这里得到的经验及知识，在有必要的时候将它反刍，再运用。

满是星星的夜空，吹着微微的风。
独自坐在高空中，想着满满的梦。
风雨肆虐的身躯，伤口显得更痛。
满是沧桑的双眼，显得格外朦胧。
雾气浸湿了眼皮，心里更是抽动。
唯有将牙根缩紧，未来才不空洞。

请不必为我担心，我不会让大家失望的。颠簸的铁路正把我带到另一个天堂。

悄悄地我走了，正如我悄悄地来。我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。
有缘再见。

勇霖 笔

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While you reading this, I probably on my way head to North, on an old train.

It suddenly remind me the night I made my decison.

That was a starry night, and the wind blew gently. The moon curl like an eye-brown, I sat alone under the sky without cloud, breath slowly. Beautiful and painful memories keep flew into my mind, happily and sadly feeling impact on a heart that cannot focus. I keep falling.

The time I stays in Rainforest, althought there is a lot of wind blow and rain falling. Wind and rain soaked my body, but it never extinguish my passion. These days, I was like a sponge, absorb the guidance and opportunity that you gave, and digest everythings hardly like a stomach, then contribute to company. In the future, I’ll ruminate it like a cow when needed.

It’s a starry night, wind blows gently.
I sit alone in the air, thinking of my dream.
Wind and rain torture my body, wound hurt even more.
My vicissitudes eyes made everything hazy.
Fog made my lips started to wet, my heart vellicate, I can’t control.
The only way is to tighten myself, make sure the future will not be blank.

Please don’t worry about me, I will not failed everyone. The jolting railway is leading me to another heaven.

I leave silenty as when I came, I wave my sleeve gently without carrying any cloud.

We will meet agian if there’s still fate between us.

By,
Rewind Lai Yeong Ling.

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【感谢收看。】
【Thank you for watching.】

【是不是太长了?】
【Is it too long for you?】